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2009/02/26

本杰明·巴顿奇事 The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

导演: David Fincher(大卫·芬奇)
编剧: Eric Roth / F. Scott Fitzgerald
主演: Cate Blanchett / Brad Pitt / Eric West / Tilda Swinton / Julia Ormond
上映年度: 2008
官方网站: http://www.benjaminbutton.com/
制片国家/地区: USA
语言: English
《 剧情简介 》  
飓风正在侵袭美国新奥尔良,一位病危的老妇睁开了她的睡眼。老妇名叫戴茜(凯特·布兰切特饰),她叫女儿凯若琳(朱莉娅•奥蒙德饰)为她阅读一本日记。这本日记的作者叫本杰明•巴顿(布拉德•皮特饰)。
本杰明出生在第一次世界大战停战之时,但生来便像个老人的他被父亲当作怪物,被遗弃在了养老院。本杰明在养老院与老人们一起生活。但谁都没有想到,本杰明逆向发育——越活越年轻!也许“越活越年轻”是某些人的梦想,但真正这样成长的本杰明却有了别人无法理解的烦恼与快乐。穿越半世纪的世界变革,本杰明身处其中,感受别人感受不到的感受。为何母亲会让自己念这本日记?本杰明•巴顿此人与母亲有什么关系?凯若琳陷入了深深的疑惑与好奇之中。

以心理学的角度而言
一个人的发展最重要的就是成长环境了
以班傑明而言,他成长在老人院就是本片最主要的乔段
这中间不断穿叉了许多「前辈」跟他们的人生哲理
再来遇到女特务、船长、以及生父的重逢
算得上是给班傑明许多自我探索跟价值观养成的启蒙
而他人生的菁华阶段,就是无法白头偕老的恋情,
这些人生历练都是在描述人生的无常跟可贵之处
我个人认为男主角等同导演般带领大家看到这些哲理
或许就是要班傑明这由老演到小的角色,
才可以带出这部片的核心议题

2009/02/24

余波

我什么都不好,对于一些挥之不去的记忆更是历久弥新,比如阴影、余悸。当一次又一次的经历,在不同的情况下发生,渐渐地我把自己囚禁在一个保护的空间,别人进不来,我也出不去。墙垒是隐形的,所以当我打开垒门让你进来后,就不允许随意捣蛋,否则将会轰出去,永远也别想踏足一步。也许你真的不知道你处于墙外或墙内,因为这个答案是没有线索无迹可寻。是的,我就是那么的自私,那么的无情。

在文字,我常赤裸裸把自己的思绪、感觉显露出来。因为文字没有感情,感情在于把文字带出来的人身上。在外表是冷冰冰的方块字,只有融入文字的含义,就可以透视它的感情。

石榴,一种平凡的果实;
俗语说,“石榴裙下死,做鬼也风流”,也许真的是要让人做鬼也风流;
友善,一个平凡的形容词;
当套在一个名字上,那是让人有什么样的遐想,也许是做鬼也风流吧!

就如开始所说的,我会对一些记忆挥之不去,当我发现的东西越来越符合之前的口供,我将会慢慢斩断一切沟通的桥梁,然后慢慢在你的世界消失,我还会记得你,但是你却肯定会对我面目全非,我很肯定,因为我的肯定已经印证。

我只能说这是个奇妙的巧合,因为这次是第四次际遇,三个木的起始和两个木的来源有一定的相排彻。所以,就当做这是个美丽的过去;道不同不相为谋,志未酬莫同道也。

2009/02/21

A blessing discussion session

I was invited to attend a discussion session in small group of people since 2 weeks ago. A day before, I received a friendly notification. Without any hesitation, I replied to the organiser about my attendance.

It was a pleasure feeling to have discussion of holy scripture in small group. It is very different from ordinary church service. As quoted by the organiser, "in church service we feel like schooling, in group discussion we feel like home-coming". I am agree with him. After attended few services in gospel hall, I truly felt their inspiration by holy scriptures are "hard-coded".

I still remember what had mentioned by Rev. Stephen Tong. We are the light of the world, illuminating people around us. Though the area cannot be reached is shadow and dark, but if we united to form a bigger light, dark dimension reduces.

We read the scriptures in 1 Corinthians 6: 12 ~ 20 in round-robin basis. Each of us holding a different version of translation, but we shared a common objective to study the meaning of scripture. And extended to Genesis as we went through deeper. I never lost my favor in reading the book of Genesis since I was a kid. I don't know why. Perhaps the beginning of few sentences are full of magical imagination.

The session ended at time 2300. My conclusion on this session is church people of our colony are different. They hold principle and discipline teaches from holy scripture. They valued and uphold issues in more mature and steady way. I felt myself was blessed in the lesson.

2009/02/20

城市的心声


步入第13个月,对于这个地方还是廷陌生的,在冰冷的地方生活久了,自然而然会变得冷冷冰冰,这不是逻辑,也不是真理,这是法则,也许是自我定律,局限于一般不想改变的防护原则,就好像生物链,弱肉强食,没有丝毫残留的余地。

城市也许就是一个寻找生计的地方,也许是潮流的发源地,也许是高尚消遣的红灯区,也许只是土乡的制梦厂。脱去那豪华的外衣,只是一片光秃秃的土地,混浊的河流,污染的空气,匆促的脚步,繁忙的车辆,如果一天没有堵塞的大道,那这一天肯定不寻常。

堵塞的大道让人脾气烦躁,造就了所谓的敢死队,冲锋陷阵,轻则躯壳变形,重则一命呜呼。还记得看过一篇文章这样写,一名登山高手征服了神山后回到家乡受到乡老们英雄式的招待,回到家后发现钥匙不见了,也许是爬山的时候丢了,结果拿出看家本领爬上自己的家从四层楼高的窗口进去,他征服了神山,对于这区区的四层楼也就没有做任何防范措施,结果一个不小心,跌下楼死了。文章的启示是,有时候人们不是怕死,而是忽略了危险,所以造成不能挽回的后果。

半年前,有个朋友告诉我,在接下来的一年时间内如果找不到前途,就会选择回去森州家乡,所以我就马上问回他,回森州可以找到他所谓的前途吗?再近一步问,究竟他要找的前途又为何?结果他答不出来。后来他在kl买了一间家,看来他是有意思在kl落地生根。

距离城市2个小时车程的甲州,有一个人,满心等待九月份的到来,带着一颗期待的心,准备和kl的爱人一起共巢同甘共苦,每次听他谈起他的love story,无意中会感受他的喜悦,庆幸他终于找到他的归宿,除了祝福,还是祝福,因为两颗爱的心,把两个身躯定居在城市。

人与人之间的相处就是那么奇妙,也那么复杂。有些人整天摆臭脸,以为自己有几个臭钱,可以把你从天堂骂到地狱;有些人专爱找小便宜,明明就是在偷懒,整天说忙,要求帮这个,帮那个;有些人什么都不懂,却自以为是什么都懂,说话如雷,那是石器时代的野蛮人;有些人阴险欺诈,以一副小白脸,穿插于几个“叔叔”,行骗无忌。

城市的呼吸,你感受到了吗?

2009/02/16

Ubuntu 8.10 - Using aptitude to Install and Uninstall Software

For new users of ubuntu, there is no doubt that you will play along with all sort of softwares, test it and then, uninstall it from your ubuntu. You probably will do the same thing for umpteen times and before you knew it, you already had your /var/cache/apt/archives repository full of obsolete packages, which you can't figure out which you really want and vice versa.

It's a good practice to use aptitude command-line instead of apt-get when installing and uninstalling the softwares in the first place although most of you (even myself) will be exposed to apt-get command almost from everywhere. The only difference about both of them is aptitude command uninstall the software you don't want as well as the package along it. The apt-get, on the other hand, just uninstall the software for you while leaving the package at /var/cache/apt/archives as it is.

Here is some basic command you might find useful in Applications > Accessories > Terminal.

## Install software from package
sudo aptitude install [package_name]

## Uninstall software and remove the package along with it
sudo aptitude remove [package_name]

## Remove the old packages in /var/cache/apt/archives
sudo aptitude autoclean

2009/02/13

上传下载,少不了Filezilla

Type: sudo aptitude install filezilla

Linux版本的filezilla与window的没有两样,犀力!!

压缩,把大变小

Type: sudo aptitude install p7zip-full rar arj lha

This will enable you to zip/unzip file under formats .7z, .rar, .arj et .lzh
Right click and select “Create archive” and Right click and select “Extract here

该头换面,msn变emesene

In a terminal window type:

Code:
sudo gedit /etc/apt/sources.list
Add at the bottom of the file this lines

Code:
## Emesene
deb http://apt.emesene.org/ ./
and back to terminal window again:

Code:
sudo apt-get update
sudo apt-get install emesene

SCIM Chinese Input

  • Chinese character input require SCIM.
  • This page is a simple way to install SCIM without installing additional Language Support Packets
  • Before you continue, you may need some basic configuration of your new Ubuntu system.

Type in the terminal:

$sudo apt-get install scim-qtimm im-switch scim-pinyin
$im-switch -z en_US -s scim
Log out, then log in again. SCIM should be now the default input for all applications.


终于可以输入中文字了。

2009/02/11

“Penguin” User

Officially announced as Linux user. Due to scope of job and Linux specialty, I was enforced to change my OS to Linux and discard windows XP.

I appealed for exception to have dual boot in my laptop with the reason my wireless connection device is only workable in window XP. Finally, I was granted and given the green light to install window XP.

There is always an opposite site in any incident. I lost chinese input in Linux. I'm still figuring out the way to enable this function. What's really impressed me about this OS is the intelligent in identifing internal hardwares, eg, wireless network device, audio, ethernet network device. Which window XP couldn't be comparable. Perhaps more functions to be discovered as going thru in future.

Let's introduce this new tool, it's Ubuntu. A common brand in market, a new discoveries of my journey in I.T. arena.

2009/02/07

烟火

是否还记得 一起看烟火
我在你眼里 看到闪烁
冷冽的寒风 把你吹向我
抱你在我怀中 没想太多
爱情里的心动
常常让我难以去捉摸
付出感情太多
原来多情人总被伤的最重
想起你的拥抱这感觉 短暂纪念
在你我之间
有时说变就变
就像烟火下一秒消失不见
想起你的微笑这画面 短暂纪念
放在心里面
你说过的永远 留在昨天
就当它是 我最美的纪念
冷冽的寒风 把你吹向我
抱你在我怀中 没想太多
爱情里的心动
常常让我难以去捉
摸付出感情太多
原来多情人总被伤的最重想
起你的拥抱这感觉 短暂纪念
在你我之间
有时说变就变 就像烟火
下一秒消失不见
想起你的微笑这画面 短暂纪念
放在心里面
你说过的永远 留在昨天
就当它是 我最美的纪念
我的心情今天已换了季
天边出现彩虹
晴朗阳光洒在我的天空闪烁 Oh~~
像是笑着告诉我爱到最后是宽容
想起你的拥抱这感觉 短暂纪念
在你我之间
有时说变就变 就像烟火
下一秒消失不见
想起你的微笑这画面 短暂纪念
放在心里面
你说过的永远 留在昨天
就当它是 我最美的纪念
还有你陪我走过这一切
记忆中你 那些微笑的脸

2009/02/06

博客的故事

最近脑袋好像生锈了,没有写作的灵感,也许是渐渐少接触书籍,阅读。
我常选择性阅读,比如中学时候,不断啃金式武侠小说,《射雕英雄传》来来回回读了3次。
早几年前,当《魔戒》风靡一时,我一口气买下前传还有魔戒三步曲,看完了结果发现电影比较好看,那些人物的名字都搞混淆了。
其实,我蛮佩服那些人可以长篇大论在自己的部落格,叙述的能力远远超越我所想象,有些则文绉绉的诗篇,看了自愧不如,我可写不出这样的作品。
我重新命名自己的部落格,“弹”是弹劾的弹,其实只是押韵,不敢谈得上弹劾两字,纯粹是自我发泄,透过文字的想象力把一些情绪宣泄出去而已。

完。